((( twilight ))) I grew up in a home with an alcoholic mother.... she's just recently in the past year become sober for the first time in many years. I am just now learning how to cope with what I dealt with growing up... and even after I was an adult. I just wanted you to know that you aren't alone. I've been there, and I know how it feels. Continue to keep yourself safe. I hope the situation improves soon. You're in my thoughts.