and no it's not out of line for you to ask....I put it out there didn't I... His health is "good" considering the fact that he smokes and is diabetic. I am more worried about a "catastrophic" type of thing happening..an accident at work, a freak car accident, you name it I've thought it! Thanks for reminding me of the fact that I do have reason to be just a tad stressed...hmmmm leaving job, moving 80 miles from all of my familiar surroundings, living with someone new, going to get married....geez....I just don't want to have the panic attacks I had after separating from my ex a year and a half ago....I know I am "borrowing" trouble before it happens...
Oh yeah AND I hate the thought of having to pack all of my things AGAIN!!! (I think I hear violins playing) I need a meeting...a good little alkie like me can really blow things out of proportion and forget "one day at a time".

thanks again.....