yeah, the should I/shouldn't I debate is a real toughy sometimes. I'm doing much better than 3 yrs ago, but continuously think that the meds may not have caused the improvement. I am itching to go off of them, but am told with real intensity by my tdoc that I'd likely end up in hospital if I did. Now, my pdoc has added a generic Ritalin to address what he thinks is co-morbid ADHD.

So I'm up to 4 daily- Wellbutrin, Epival, Ritalin, Clonazepam. Ativan prn

I am lucky in that I have no side effects from any of these. My pdoc tries to keep doseages as low as possible.