my therapist said it might have been me and it might have been the way i acted of was or the way i looked etc....but even so he was wrong..no matter if i did ask for it...
but it made me think that my therapist might have thought i was some kind of slut as a child of provocative or sexual and that make me worried and i have been crying so hard coz i don't want to have anything to do with it..
i was none of those things i was seven. so how can she even say it might have been me....
even tho he shouldn't have done it,,even if i asked for it..
but why would she say a seven year old might ask for it,.
so confused and sick,,
i want to vomit
i've had three showers
i feel like filth
i feel worthless..
i feel shame.....so ashamed
so confused.,.,
is my therapist right,,,wrong...did i misunderstand..
could a man really excuse himself for his actions because a seven year old asked for it...
help