I do the same thing. And, this week, I decided to just "come clean" and tell the counselor everything. However, once I was there, I couldn't talk again, as usual. I think my counselor is losing patience with me as a result. I've been seeing her for about 2 months now. This week, she asked how my week was. And I even lied about that. Said it was "OK". Or maybe I said i didn't know. She also told me she wanted to be honest and it was OK to tell the truth..and then she asked if I feel comfortable with her, or something along those lines...I told her I didn't think I'd be comfortable with anyone.

I don't know what any of this means or why it even matters, really. But, you are definitely not the only one who doesn't talk...