Think that would get to most people Mikky.

I think it can be tougher for guys in some respects.. you're not meant to show tears, or upset. You are none of those things though.. just human and hurting.

The main thing I would say is to do what you can to keep your performance at school up. That's what will help you most once you're out of there.

Those teenagers who you 'ruined school for' will grow up and get over it, don't worry about them.