(((the pain never dies)))

feeling your pain... it sucks so much doesnt it? i wish i knew what to say - but alas i don't since i'm struggling with this too. i can't eat for me either, and my boyfriend never asks me to eat for him. he cares, but expresses it so differently than i would like. i'm glad you have a boyfriend who expresses how he feels about you and is worried and doesn't keep quiet. can you eat for him? just a little. glad you're having at least soup. that nutritional information is sheer hell to go through... but i know the feeling you get if you don't look at it.

pegasus is right... therapy is needed. i've been trying to avoid it for a while, and when i've gone to see a doctor, they've kinda like just shrug and sent me home. huh.... no wonder we are not asking for help... i hope you can get to see an ED specialist. that would help so much, get you started on getting better.

sorry you're struggling, sending warm thoughts & positive energy,

twilight