It's nothing to do with my dad at the moment, even though he has got to me today, I've tried my hardest to stay out of his way. I think tomorrow (when I have more strength hopefully) I'll post about what's going on?
Cantstopcrying... you know that thing where you 'need that response from someone'. I need my boyfriend to care. I told him earlier that I've given him too many chances and he's lost... but now my heart aches and I'm just a mess and crying. He doesn't know what's been going on at home lately, he doesn't know how bad I'm struggling right now. Oh it's so complicated.
I just want that love back I want to feel worth something.
I need sleep, but I can't
oh I'm just a mess, I'm making such a big thing out of nothing. But, I still can't stop the hurt