Sweetie, it's definately not 'nothing', especially when you feel like this. I just wish your bf would be more understanding--but remember he doesn't know what's going on at home, so he can't understand all of your feelings. Have you not told him because you are scared to tell anyone, or because you don't think he will understand how it's affecting you? When we don't get that response we need--or any response--it is heartbreaking. What will help you mend it is knowing you deserve to be heard and cherished and respected. You have to believe that.