(((Missboots)))

I cannot imagine a situation more difficult then feeling as though you may not be able to take the best care and provide the best environment for your children.

I think that there are a lot of extraneous "things" you are considering and it is difficult to sort them out just now. So, for now why don't you concentrate on self care? Think about and I mean really think about what is best for you....and then if you take care of yourself, if you feel nurtured, you will be in a much better position to take care of your kids. They need to be with their mother first and foremost and their mother needs to be present.

((((((missboots)))))))

Take gentle care.