I tell him that I'm not a mindreader. I tell him all I can about what's happening to me and he encourages me to. I just can't get him to open up and we have several conversations about that.
I don't know. I'm just hurting so much at the moment, I thought at least he might be there to hold my hand a bit. But because he hasn't I just feel so alone and so hurt.

I understand what you're saying though.
I think a lot of this has to do with all the rubbish that's trapped in my head... I just don't know how to talk about it.

Thanks for listening to me whinge again. I'm on a roll this week!