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Thanks for your support. There is no need to be so cynical and obnoxious. I came to this board so I could vent my feelings, and for the most part people seemed very supportive and nonjudgemental. Sorry I didn't react the way you wanted me to and in your time frame. I am having a tough enough time dealing with this, all I wanted was for someone to "listen" (by reading my words). I knew that I would get over it in time. It is a process. My life has changed dramatically as a result of this. I'll do you a favor and not bring it up again.