I'm glad you were able to reconnect and repair things. My T and I have had many sessions were we've not connected-synchronously anyway. Usually when these happen I think the session was crappy or a total bust, then later realize the disconnect and my response to it yielded something important. The one major rupture we've encountered we were able to work things out and I feel like therapy is going A LOT better for me now. Ruptures and disconnects really suck, but in my case I usually learn something important from them. I think what I like most about my T is that she has been very direct and consistent with me. I find this consistency is something that I can count on when my mind goes crazy. I really don't have a sense of what intimacy really feels like. May this is part of what intimacy is for me.