I wish I could say well this, this and this led to me being borderline but I don't know what caused me to be borderline. I don't remember being abused I just remember being teased a lot as a child both by my sister and other children could that have done it I don't know.

I guess on one hand I want to know but on the other hand maybe I don't need to know. I think for right now me not knowing is a good thing.

If you need to know then I say go ahead and research it but if it's going to cause even more chaos in your life then don't do it.

Jbug