its not your fault......not at all and you have to believe that...

think about it as if you were the abuser..

if you beat to a pulp a helpless child or tiny kitten.....are they to blame....even if they made a mistake and upset you...there is NO Excuse...

and

NOTHING in this WORLD excuses HIM for what HE did to YOU>....

You are an innocent woman...taken advantage of by someone meant to care....and that is the easiest situation to let it continue to happen...

be still....try and relax your body and mind...for you did nothing wrong and you deserve a moment of peace....peace throughout your body and peace of mind....

love steppalee