this is actually a good place for you to be right now aries... try and see it like this if you can... you've suffered and felt unhappy about some situations... a cumulative total of what you believe are losses have piled up against you... you want help, need help, and you've turned for help... help has been made available to you... you have a breathing chance... dont give up on yourself now when you need yourself most... this is the time you really need to steel your reserve and dig in deeper... let your firm beliefs about your worth take root now and charge ahead to overcome these deceptions that have tried assuming control of your life... you want beauty, you want love... its hard aries, no doubt, but you can go get it, you have the power, you can make it... go for it.. dont let life pass you by... there is much beauty out there and you can claim it for yourself.... follow healthy others leads.... best always...