I went to the old new dr and told her the truth. I told my T before i went what I was up to and she talked to me about it. So i went in and told the truth. She was nice. I didnt get any pain pills. She gave me a shot of an anti inflamatory. I dont know. I think my T has the idea. When she talks to that 9 year old part of me and comforts her it settles her down and she sleeps for a while/ I wish that could have been helped alot sooner. I wish that when I was a kid I had help. This is way to hard and it would have been better when I was a kid. Sigh.