He's abusive to her and she never sees it. A few times when she's got really upset though, she's mentioned trying to get away, but she can't afford to live anywhere else. She's also said that if she didn't have us 'my brothers and I' she probably would't be with him anymore.
I just feel like I have no escape... coming on to pc is my only escape now and even that's being taken away. My dad keeps cutting the internet to punish my older brother.

And it's not really a holiday... in two weeks him and my mum are ging away early on the Saturday morning and coming back late on the Sunday... but as much as I want my dad out of the way I don't know how I'm gonna cope on my own. (my mums been the only person I talk to, get on with and supports me)
Days are hard enough, being on my own... and nights! I have SO many suicidal thoughts at night and just cry my heart out...
look... here I am... whining again!