((((blueangel... (you're no devil) )))) ((((cantstopcrying))))
I try and do that, I guess I ought to try a bit harder. But, the loneliness gets to me then though... just having noone to speak to , noone to share anything with.
So the days are bad... I practically will each day away until my mums home, but then its only another 45mins till my dads home, so I have 45 mins where I may feel ok for a bit.
I wish the doc hadn't have said I couldn't work... I'd give anything to be out of this house. But, then again, I'm a joke... I can't even manage getting to flippin interviews... can you imagine me going to work every day!

cantstopcrying, the positive journal I have and the guys on pc... and telling myself in my head 'i can do this i can do this' is all that seems to get me by.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( huge hugs to everyone on pc)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

*big deep breath*