My brain doesn't seem to be absorbing things very well. And today nothing at all. This is the end of my Junior year of college but I've changed majors so who knows. At any rate, I tried to study chemistry today and nothing made sense. I haven't changed meds, I've gotten enough sleep, eaten enough... Just sometimes my brain stops working! I feel depressed a bit- sensitive emotionally. I have two exams next week. So far I've got C's going in my classes. For me in these classes, those are my A's so ... I would really rather have one of my illeitis episodes - go to the ER and get morphine get taken care of.... a week or so, and I'll want everyone to leave me alone so I can go get lost and do whatever I want. Not a good way to get good grades. I started out with good intentions- really i did. I "get" the classes- but that doesn't mean I'm gonna get good grades.