The Unreal Reality

I'm in my place
I don't want it to be mine
It just is

I'm shrinking inside me
Floating on the air
I can't care for you
in my place

I told you sorry
I wasn't
I said it..
Because I'm supposed to

Who understands
when the world goes false?
Who understands
being a shell?

I'm far away
No one can reach me here
in my place

Nothing is real
Stupid cardboard
Paper house,
I want to tear you down

Numb.

Will it ever stop?