I feel as if everything is going to the dumps, and nothing is getting better. I had a fight with both my parents today and I feel like I've failed the both of them, and I'm never going to be what they wanted. I feel so worthless and like no one cares. I have nothing to live for and everyone is better off without me. I've started to get dreams where I can feel everything that's happening, and what happens in the dreams aren't really good. The other night I dreamt that I was swimming somewhere, and all of a sudden someone stabbed me through my hand, and I felt all of it. Then someone stabbed me in the stomach and felt this too. The pain felt so so real, and I couldn't wake up. What does this mean?

I called the Kids Help Line (Australia's only free counceiling for young people) the other night. After about one hour of talking to them they said they think I've got depression or anxiety, or both. They said I should either keep calling them for councelling or see someone face to face. I didn't like talking to them because I was crying for most of the time. Do you think I should still see someone about this? I really don't feel like talking to anyone because I feel like no one will listen and take me seriously, and I'm sure the councilers have other people to worry about.