AngelGirl,
I completely understand what is going through your head, even if the reasons we got there are different.
And I am going through the same Hell. And although I cannot offer any good advice at this time, I want you to know that I am trying to hold on....and I hope you can too.
It is rough and it seems like we only have one choice out.
I know that all too well.
You can PM anytime.
Susan