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Originally Posted by mary39
its like i don't want to stop, but i know i need to.
the need to stop should be stronger than the want to stop...
but is it? 
Its like i've given up trying... 
And now i'm making no sense.
Just had to get that out of my system.
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((((((((((((((Mary)))))))))))))))))))
I wish I had a good answer for you.
I just want to say NEVER GIVE UP.
You may take 1 step forward and 2 steps back (or 10),
but don't give up the fight.
It is a process and it will take time, but you will ultimately beat it.
It sounds like you have a great strength
and a strong desire to recover.
Hold onto these things.
Keep reaching out for support, here and IRL.
best wishes,
ktgirl