Thank you Place and zh.

It's not anyone here. I'm sorry it sounded like that.

It's home. No one cares here. It's all about what they can get, their needs. But I am done whining about it. It is where I am supposed to be. It's who I am. I know now what my place is. I am just so tired of it all. Tired of . . . bleh.

Anyway, thank you all so much. I appreciate you all.