ryan.........i am so proud of you........reading your post was the best way i could have started my day......yes.there may be setbacks along the way mainly due to the damn bipolar monster but you have the fortitude to get through it all......you are making decisions that can only be positives and YOU WILL MAKE IT!..yes we believe in you but more importantly .now i see that YOU believe in you.....go for it ryan!...best of luck! love always.....julia