I think it is great you see life as a gift, not to be wasted I, too, was addicted to porn, but have found a real man to be more interactive, more climatic, more romantic, and more sexy than porn, just happens to be my finding. Porn can be good or bad, and sex can be good or bad, yet I feel I learn with each time I have sex, I learn a little about my sex partner, and it's always interesting.....