when I ask myself.. if there is recovery from an ED.. or is it a myth...

very, very sick...

yet I post here.. and of what good... I have done this... been here... gotten so far in recovery... and always a relapse..

a major one this time..

head hurts... tummy aches... got to go thru w/d again..

it is "that" time of year - the time when going to the grocery store becomes impossible....

official.. whine...