It just seems like nothing goes my way. I try and I try.
I was in a bad wreck almost 3 years ago and yesterday I found out the MRI place has lost important films that would allow my to get some decent money back.
The case in itself has been a nightmare because it took my attorney 2 years to find the guy who hit me...now this.
I am about to be laid off from my job on April 29th...my office is closing. I did well here and although I will have another job it is still really scarey because I am used to what I do here and I don't like meeting new people etc.
My gf is just now finding out about BPD, which I have been dealing with for 12 years and now she is up my *** all the time trying to get into my head and all I can do is shut the door tight which makes her frustrated and me angry.
I am just beginning therapy again with a former therapist from 7 years ago and I thought I just needed a tune up but it seems like things are falling apart for me...and I just feel like all I want to do is make my T proud of me and right now in my head all I want to do is cut, run away and crawl into a hole.
I just wish the pain would go away.
I wish I had the strength to take myself out of the misery.