I'm having a bad day today, so that's part of it I guess. I was having an emotional day with my boyfriend. I don't even know if it was him or not. I felt like he didn't want me- even though he was being very loving and telling me very nicely that he loves me. I just had one of my "off" days. I also am having this thing where all of my itches- feels like inside and out. Plus it feels like like its little bugs on me?? I know that sounds weird, but I think i see them too. Like little scabs on me. But it feels like its in my nose, too. I took a shower and scrubbed and I feel better- mostly. I took benedryl a bit ago to see if that helps. I don't feel manic. I just feel "off". Didn't help that my BF told me his first wife's sister was psychotic and killed herself by walked into the Niagra river. They found her body in the whirlpool at the bottom of the falls.