Ry,

ANY kind of change for us BP's is scary, no matter the circumstances, but you put it very eloquently when you said you DON'T have to continue down this path any longer.

You have my undying support, no matter what path you choose to create for yourself. I applaud you for getting honest with yourself!! You deserve to be happy, and many of us know your current situation makes you unhappy.

I'm with sqrl....print your post, and keep it somewhere you can get to it whenever you feel like you need a pick-me-up...you are a very strong-willed man, and you deserve all the happiness that life has to offer.

(((((((((((((((((((((( R Y A N )))))))))))))))))))))))))

MUCH LOVE!!
Jenn