Not horribly, but I just don't want to do much. I didn't get up early enough, and my middle-schooler came in and said "Mom! Its 7:30! Why didn't you get me up?"

(He needs to be there then.) However, I just grabbed my keys and he grabbed his trombone and backpack and he got there in time for his first class. (Missed homeroom.) Then I got my other two ready to go (2nd and 4th grades) and got their lunches made quickly and took them through the drive through at Tim Horton's for a quick donut and milk. But THEN I went to drop them at the side door at school and the safeties yelled at us for driving in where the teachers drive and/or the bus. However, the bus stopped at the corner. Now I've missed my first class. I have another that goes from 12 to 1 and then the lab goes from 1-3. I HAVE to go to those- points and all- but I just feel like a tv day today. My BF even fixed my laptop yesterday- a broken hinge and missing return key- by mixing it with another identical he had! So now one laptop is essentially dead/gone and I have one that works!


I don't feel manic- and often I seem to get manic rather than depressed lately. I spent yesterday sitting in my minivan and put on some relaxing music- made myself a little sanctuary bubble. But then when BF came to say he was concerned about me and left, I got upset again because I felt like he seemed concerned, then left instead- even though those few seconds were very loving. I don't know if its my hormones again, but ever seince I got my IUD out, PMS had my sobbing at a restaurant by myself (day before my period) and now is just about when I would ovulate- but how knows. We'll see how regular my cycles become again.