hi moose,
Sounds like you have a lot of stressors going on.
ARe you taking meds?
I wonder if your hormones are acting up...are you reaching a premenapausal time, they say it can take up to 10 years....
yikes!
I am sorry that you S/O did not provide the support that you needed.
Maybe you can ask him to stay next time.
I know we all need so privacy...I use the bathroom when I need a break.
You have more stressor than I having kids and going to school.
that is amazing...what are you studying?
It is hard getting up early, I am not a morning person....
keep posting venting, am listening.
bizi