Thank you all for the responses, you have no idea how much i appreciate them all. They definately help. But...today I am feeling worse about everything. I think alot of it has to do with my job, im really not happy in it right now, which makes me stressed, about to cry, etc. All my emotions are elevated at this time and i dont feel like working. But i also dont want to get fired. My boyfriend started his new job today and he texted me that he hopes i have a good day and that things are going good there so far. I am glad he has it. I wish i was not worried also, you spend ALOT of time with workpeople and i have known many peopel who had affairs with those they work with, so i cant help wondering WHO he works with. Its a HUGE place, its the IRS after all. He looked so handsome today and smelled incrediable. i hated it, but i know he wants to make a good impression and moveh his way up as fast as possible and is going to be very professional.
I just dont know what to do. I want to ask about the people he works with, age, etc cute girls,etc but i dont want to ask in a way he knows what I am asking. Does that make sense???????
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"I've learned that the world won't change just because I complain" (but I do it anyway..)
Katie
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