Maybe I shouldn't even be here, Im so depressed- earlier this morning I was numb, now about 10 minutes ago - the depression hit me full force and im crying and im stressed and nervous and i just want it to stop- i know everyone here is tired of it and want me to get happy but its not happening, im taking my meds but right now all they are doing is making me shake and make my head fuzzy, im a mess and so im just going to sit on the curb and cry my eyes out, maybe i can get a hug or get someone to sit with me. Sorry for the inconvience I bring to PC.