How can anyone be an inconvenience here!
I know it's hard and I'm struggling too at the moment so I may not be helpful right now... but know that you're cared about and that you're strong... you believe I'm strong... you need to believe in yourself. Tell yourself you can do this.
How long have you been on your meds? Maybe talk to your doctor about them?
And hey... we're not tired of you. I feel that way too... I feel that all I do here lately is whine and feel sorry for myself and I'm just a burden. try not to let yourself feel like that, you really need support at the moment, you're finding things tough and it's understandable.

(((((((((((((((( lots of hugs )))))))))))))))))

Molly