Those things you said about struggling to not call, email or text--I failed at this weekend. But I felt kind of good, too, because I identified my need (for communiction) and I stated it. Yes, it was probably pathetic and needy of me, but I also decided it was pathetic of me to sit and hope and feel worthless--now I can sit and feel worthless knowing that at least I expressed how I feel. I am so not good at being alone like you are doing, wanting a phone call or something to let you know you are meaningful. It hurts. I have zero advice for you on how to get over that feeling except to occupy your mind and body. Go windowshopping, get back into volunteeing, something. Only a hug to offer this time, sorry!

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Hugs from me to you....you are worth it and you DO NOT deserve this at all...I can understand how you may think these horrible things but it is just the depression tricking you and believe me it does this alot with me most days everyday. You are a strong and beautiful person that just needs some time to heal.