Call the Samaritans 0845 790 9090 It's confidential.
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You can do this, we're all here to help you and we'll wait for you to call them. Sometimes just talking to someone on the phone can ease the horrible feelings. That's what you want right? Tell them you want help to get through these feelings.
Most people don't really want to end their life, they "just" want their life as they are living it, to end. Talking with someone will help begin that change.
I know it's scary, but trust me, it's ok. You chat and post here with people just like those on the other end of that phone line...but you can't hear our voices. So you need to hear a voice now, to reassure you that you won't always feel this bad.
Go on, call. And let us know after you're done talking with them, how you are, ok?