((((((((((((((((((((((((( kiya ))))))))))))))))))))))) I was in crisis recently, and I had to work so, so, so, so hard to make T understand. I finally asked him "WHY CAN'T YOU HEAR ME?? CAN YOU HEAR ME? CAN YOU HEAR ME?" over and over and I think it made him wake up and think "wait! What is she saying?". He started paying attention, which enabled me to talk, which enabled him to help me, and right now, I am so much better.

Please don't give up. When it was over, T told me he was so glad that I persisted and didn't give up. It's such hard work when you're already in a bad place, but I felt so scared that no one would help me that I just had to keep trying.

Keep trying, Kiya. You are so so so so so worth it.