((((sujunew)))) - thank you
Your suggestion is a positive way to cope - why do I automatically
turn to the negative ways? When will I learn......

Being able to get support here yesterday really helped so much.....
I am so grateful to you all.

I made it through the day.
didn't SI
talked with H and I ended up crying but we came to an understanding
and didn't go to be angry
the eating didn't go so well.....but today is another day.

thanks again
for the support
it REALLY helped.