((((((((((((((((((((((((((jessica)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry that things are so hard for you right now. I know how terrible it can feel and hopeless. Please reconsider finding a t to talk to. It can be so helpful to have someone to talk to about your feelings and thoughts. Even though it may now seem like they won't care I think that you will find that they will. Maybe you can give it a try and see how it goes.
Can you get some help catching up with your schoolwork? Maybe go to the teachers and explain how you have been and see what they can do? Hopefully they will be understanding and be able to help you.
Know you are not alone and that I care.



BB