((tulip))
i think the same thing sometimes toward my own abuser.. im not ready to forgive him yet and dont think i will be for a long time.. my way of coping so far is to avoid him at all costs.. sometimes its not so easy the guy is my dad..but i do alright at not seeing my parents... its ok to be angry and hurt.. concentrate on just feeling/being safe cos thats whats important.. forgiveness can come later..when ur ready...