I've always been fascinated with sex...I'm seen as an innocent girl and no one would think i was dirty. I love my bf deeply and we ahve a great relationship. I love having sex with him...it's not the only thing we do in our relationship but t I think we are both passionate about it. We've been dating 6 months. I've had fantisies about being a strip pole dancer and sometimes I jsut feel like sexyness is kind of like my personality. I don't tell dirty jokes or try to be crude...but I think a lot about sex. Sometimes I'm trying to concentrate on something and it's all I can think about. I also recently started watching porn and masterbating. I've masturbated since I was in grade five...I'm 19 now...can someone tell me if I'm normal or if I ahve an addiction...oh and also my parents are very strict catholics...they don't know that i sleep over at my bf's or am sexually active...am I just curious about sex because I never really knew what it was until I was 14 or 15