As much as I hate to say it, spaz is absolutely (just kidding spazzy and you know it). the short goals are the easiest to achieve and that's what you need right now. I LOVE inky's idea. Hell, I should start planning myself. Live for the good feeling you get when you help a friend out like you helped me out that night. I now you remember. And I'm not sure if I properly thanked you for helping me to not fall quite so far that time. We had never met and you hung in there with a perfect stranger all night. That means you're great. Even if you can't see it right now. I need your friendship. Much love.

Ry