wants2 sweetie, it's so good to see you posting once again. Have you completed your soul-searching or maybe that is also a life-long journey. (((((((((( wants2 ))))))))))

I really don't know where I end and the disease starts or vice versa. We are so intertwined it feels like the same thing to me now. I feel engulfed by this disease. For once, I'd like to see one of those so-called 'bright spots'. I wonder if there are any left for me. I don't think so. I only know of the blackness of the darkness. In the dark I can no see but only my misery and pain. They choke out everything else. Thanks for the hugs.