Wow, you do have a lot on your plate right now. And yes, you have to make a decision in the near future, but I agree that it's going to be a tough one for ya.
I can sympathize with the fact that you stopped working when you had your child because I did the same thing myself and I am at the same crossroads as you. I can't leave because I cannot support myself or my son at this point. So, it almost feels like you are stuck in a toxic situation doesn't it?
As for moving out of the states....I am wondering what your husband feels about that and if child support laws will allow it??? That is just a question I had.
Have you thought about looking for work now? Trying to see what type of job you could get? So if you decide to leave...you can do it without so much worry!
If you are like me...I am tired of having to deal with all the stress that having my husband around provides both me and my son, so I am working toward a solution there. I think being happy and healthy is a much better option than staying in a broken marriage. But that is just my opinion because I have been there too!
I wish you all the best and hope everything will work out as you want it! 
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