How do I bury all of this again?

How do I forget it all?

The flashbacks, won't go away..I can feel it...ohh I feel so dirty..

They come and stab me in the back, a jerk back into a moment..a moment so rotten..so horrific...

How do I make it all stop?

How do I stop it from controlling my life?

I can feel it, please...make it stop...
I think I'm going to be sick......