Well, I feel guilty complaining b/c I was so down for so long, now I am staying up till 2 and 3 unless I take at least two Ativan and a Benadryl and I feel like I can't stop myself from just going crazy!!!!!!!
My pdoc started me on Lamictal three weeks ago at 25 mg, then to 50 a week ago plus Geodon (60mg) now for a week and one day. The geodon felt like a wonderful switch was turned on and I finalll got out of the depression I was in, but now I feel a almost manic (or maybe just manic!lol!) I don't want to tell the doc b/c I am afriad of being depressed again and I am SO productive right now!!!! I LOVE that part of it!!!! But about two hours before I take the meds I turn into the ***** from hell! I am trying to kick Ativan and I am failing miserably!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!