Thanks Angie. I'm very pleasantly surprised that so many people actually like me after last night's postings. That makes me 'happy'. Thank you for doing the legwork to check that out. That means a lot to me. When I posted last night, I was wondering by daybreak if there would be anybody who would post to me anymore. I'm glad that there are. Obviously there are some very caring, loving, supportive people here that I know that I can count on and that means the world to me. Maybe I should've posted in this forum a long time ago. You're a good friend Angie to take the time to check into that for me.

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For the first time in a very long time, I'm seeing that I am wanted and loved here. For those who turn their backs on me, I wish them no ill, but I'm putting them behind me so that I can move on and not dwell on the negative. I'm just starting to learn to do that, to accept the fact that not everybody is going to like me. That's been a hard sell for me, as Angie knows very well, but I am still likable, dang, maybe even lovable by many others and I will try to concentrate on those people and leave the others in my past. But for those I leave behind, I wish them all great happiness and peace in their lives. I pray sometime that they may receive that. I, myself, am still looking for my happiness and peace. Very hard things to achieve I think. But if you can find peace in your life, I think you have found all that you will ever need. That is my goal, to find peace. Of course, it is a long way off in my future and will take many mini-goals along the way before I can find peace. Peace, hope, love, happiness, charity, faith. All things that we can find through God. I also need to find God and let Him back into my life. All things are possible through God. I need to find a way to replenish the faith that I once had before my mental illnesses became apparent in my life about 4 years ago. 4 very long and hard years.