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i talked to my daughter sarah, just today, about all the "psychosomatic" illnesses i had for so long and how they kept saying there's nothing really wrong with you.....
they meant there's nothing strictly organic wrong with you. there was plenty wrong: migraines, nausea, colitis, weakness and just feeling sickish all over. i spent years feeling shamed like i must be some rotten faker and there were real things wrong. my body was struggling due to the ghastly nightmares locked up inside my memory and my alters memories. so many united states doctors did tests and then shrugged their shoulders and said i just "had trouble handling stress". your darn right i did, the stress of years of nightmare physical, sexual, emotional and satanic ritual abuse. my body is still affected by stress even though i am pursuing wellness. i am still angry over being shamed like a hypochondriac when i was actually a person who was violently and cruelly abused for so many years from infancy into my mid-teens. grrrr!!!
leslie and her pixies
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